January 1, 2025
You may not like my words. Still read my boring words. Trust me nica, I never ignored you. You might have thought that I ignored you for my long absence. Seeing the current generation and surroundings, my mother asked me to stop using the phone for a few days. This is why I could not talk to you in May and November. My mother used to do this before exams. You misunderstood me. Again, I did not ignore you, and I will never. I don't know exactly whether my absence has hurt you or not. I'm very sorry if this hurts you. I will never intentionally ignore you. Maybe the less you feel for me the better. But I'm always there for you. If I can't message you for a long time, don't think I'm ignoring you. Maybe I won't be able to use the phone from tomorrow. Don't forget me nica. I will always remember you. I will be back soon. I say these things so that you do not suffer. I'll be happy if you don't suffer. Today you told me that when you talk to me, you will teach me Filipino. I would also be very happy to learn this from you. Thanks for your effort and desire. Maybe it would have been better if you started it earlier. I was free for the whole of December, but you didn't talk to me because of the misunderstanding. Belief is the key to all types of relationships. I hope you believe me and do. Don't be upset for me, the reason for saying it is There is 30% chance (not 100%) that you will be upset for me. Anyway, I have said all the bad things so far, maybe I shouldn't have said them on your birthday today. I still said because maybe I won't be able to come online tomorrow. I always praying for you, you are one of my favorite persons. My family, teachers expect something good from me, so pray for me. You also move on in life. Celebrate your life, especially today. Today is a special day in two ways. It's your birthday, and today is the first day of the new year. Try to be happy. What else can I say, I can't give much advice haha. At last, promise me that you won't feel sad/upset for me. If you tell me, I will be very happy indeed.' 🎉
June 14, 2023
HAPPY 2nd ANNIVERSARY, Nica.
Two years have passed. Our friendship is strong now, and we both want it to be even stronger in the future. These two years brought a lot—good, bad, happy, sad memories. But now, everything is okay. From beginning to now, A to Z — all of it is okay.
I mentioned our 7th anniversary before, saying I want to see us still together then. I believe that if two people can stay friends for 7 years, no one can break that bond easily. There will be no doubt about our friendship. Only 5 years left — we got this. All we need is trust and understanding.
It doesn’t matter how long we don’t talk — I always remember you and love you from my place.
Our happiness depends on our mindset and thoughts, so we should always think positively. Never compare our friendship with others’. I’m unique too. Maybe I can't give you what you expect — but if you don’t tell me what that is, I might never know. And that can affect our friendship in a bad way — and neither of us wants that.
Never make a decision based on what others say. Don’t listen to third parties — talk to me. We can fix anything. Only my sister, my friend Rexa, and my C. Master know about you. I never talk about you publicly because I don’t want to give anyone the chance to say something bad about you. I love you very much, and I can’t accept anything negative about you.
Two days ago, you had some negative thoughts — like what if I leave you (which is impossible) without any reason. I know it would hurt you — but remember, I loved you first. My feelings are deep. If something like that ever happened, it would hurt me even more. That’s why I won’t do it.
You’ve never seen me, never even talked to me — so I know trusting me isn’t easy. But you still trusted me, and I don’t even have words for how grateful I am.
Finally, I just want one thing from you now — to see you strong.
> You’re stronger than you think, Nica. Even when life feels heavy, I know there’s a warrior inside you who never gives up.
Every challenge you face is just another proof that you’re built to rise, not break.
I may not be there physically, but my support, prayers, and love are always around you. You’re never alone in this fight.
You don’t need to be perfect — just real, just brave, just you. That’s already more than enough.
It’s okay to fall, but promise me you’ll always stand back up. Your comeback will always be stronger than the setback.
Whatever storms you face, I believe in your ability to survive and shine through them. Your strength is your superpower.
The world may not always be kind, but I want you to never doubt your worth. You’re valuable, powerful, and deserving of every good thing.
And when you're feeling weak, I hope you remember these words: You are not fragile. You are fire. 🔥
And remember…
> No matter where you are or what you're going through, just know I’m always here for you — silently cheering, praying, and believing in you.
Even when life feels unfair or lonely, remember you have someone who truly cares for you — me.
If you ever feel lost, confused, or tired — don’t hesitate to lean on me. I may not have all the answers, but I’ll always be your safe space.
You don’t have to face everything alone. I may be far, but I promise my heart is always near.
Your pain is not a burden to me. Your silence is not invisible to me. I see you, I feel you, and I’m with you — always.
In your weakest moments, I’ll remind you of your strength. In your darkest hours, I’ll be your light.
I may not be perfect, but I’ll always try to be the person who never lets you face the storm alone.
If the world turns its back on you, I won’t. I’ll stand with you — even if it’s just in words, even if it’s just in spirit.
You’ve always got me in your corner. Quietly, endlessly, loyally supporting you.' 💙
Friendship Day
To You, Who Stayed
(It's been 2 years of friendship.)
I never thought someone like you would come into my life—
someone who understands even the words I don’t say,
someone who can make me laugh even when I’m silently breaking.
Thank you.
For all the small things you’ve done that meant everything to me.
For the “Have you eaten?” and “You got this,”
that may sound simple—but they made me feel truly cared for.
Two years now, right?
We’ve shared so much—
secrets, stories, and promises we never had to say out loud…
because we already knew.
I hope no matter what happens,
you’ll still be around in the years to come.
Even if we don’t talk every day,
may we never forget that we have something real:
a friendship that never asked for anything in return,
but gave everything anyway.
🤍 Happy Friendship Day.
Thank you for the two years—and hopefully, for more to come. – Your bestfriend BON' 🌟